Sometimes Holy Mother tested the faith of her disciples. Sarajubala recorded:
One day I went to Baghbazar and found Holy Mother resting after her lunch. She was gracious enough to ask me to fan her. Suddenly I heard her speaking to herself: "Well, you all have come here. But where is the Master?"
I said in reply: "We could not meet him in this life. Who knows in which future birth we shall be able to see him? But this is our greatest good fortune: that we have been able to touch your feet."
"That is true, indeed," was the brief remark of the Mother. I was rather amazed by this avowal. Very seldom did she speak of herself in such a way.
-Sri Sarada Devi and Her Divine Play
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